haney is giler...she's beside me now...hahaha...i dont give a damn on haney...she's talking alone..bising2 mcm org x btol...baby2 all that she can say...n mus...x abes2 mus...mus,mus,mus,mus...haterrrsssss!!!!!!!!!! hahhahahahaha i love u...funny

waiting....

all that i can say is i damn hate waiting....hate...hate...hate it...!!!!why do people have to wait...???nobody realize that...i know its not a very general-fun-to-read topic...but im on that situation...n how much i hate waiting so much...hell no...but that is not my story....im waiting alone as always on thursday came very early to unitar eventho my class start at 3.30.....and waiting for haney n yusry....they promise me to came early....n that i treat them for a delicious " nasi lemak"...but planing has change...no they not came early...saying that 8.00...n another last minute plan n yes again now at 10.00 am they will came....so im still waiting now....n waiting...they better have a good strong reason...wait i know their first reason..."i'm sleepy la"!...."sorry"!..."u go ahead with nana n rudy la"!...HATERRRSSS!!!!!.....whatever la...im already masak with their behaviour....n yet they still did it again....but whatever happens they still my friends...my best friends....n i love them so much....

fuck, idiot, damn, bullshit.....!!!!

yes...im saying that is because im totally freakin fuckin mad......we all human...we live in this world...we share this world...but we're not own this world...my name is elsza n today all that i know, share, live n owned just ruined by people who have no respect n doesnt know what respect is....he/she live in this world only for his/her sake....
do you ever feel when u totally good to someone??...but that respectless person neglected n ruined half of ur social life....do you ever feel embarrassed?? its a joke when people say they never feel embarrassed.....everyone in this world have been in it(the feeling of embarrass, shy, humiliated, neglected, social suicide, hurtful)...yes...i think they just ruined it...i have thought in my mind...every places in the world you go doesnt matter new places or old places always crowded with people who has a very unmeaningfull life...this people makes me hard to except my own life, my own social life....this people makes me forget what a friends for, what a family for, what a real relationship for,.....this is about my own life...i regret to accept challenges in front of me....but this is out of control...all that i can say is hopefully their future ruined just like they ruined my life....god own this life...to good people god created good, wealthy life...n to bad people god gives bad, hell, bullshit life...GO TO HELL!!!