crazyyy!!!!...x de keje

i damn love this little guy...he is so damn cute and adorable...

love his song too....

here's the lyrics

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

When I met you girl my heart went knock knock

Now them butterflies in my stomach wont stop stop

And even though its a struggle love is all we got

Ao we gon' keep keep climbin' till the mountain top

Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart (and now I've got my)

(chorus)**

One loveMy one heart

My one life for sure

Lemme tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

And I'ma be your one guy

You'll be my number one girl

Always makin time for you

I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

I'ma tell you one time (girl I love, girl I love you)

You look so deepYou know that it humbles me,

Your by my side and troubles them don't trouble me

Many have called but the chosen Is you

Whatever you want shawty I'll give it to you

Your world is my world

And my fight is your fight

My breath is your breath

And your heart (and now I've got my)

(chorus)**

Shawty right thereShe's got everything

I need and I'm gon' tell her one time (one time)

Give you everything you need

Down to my last dime

She makes me happy

I know where I'll be

Right by your side cause

She is the one

(chorus)**

Me plus you (I'ma tell you one time) [x3]

today is the most special day...at last im turn 18...

i get to do wat other 18 teenagers do...enjoying...
today is my bday...i get a lot of wish from all of my friends..

so happy of course....i really wanted to have a special bday celebration....

on thursday...my friends n i planning to hang out at cosmo world times square...

cant wait...hehehe...

and i wish papa n mama give a special present for me....

like MINI COOPER...or a brand new HANDPHONE....

or a treat at SAN FRANCISCO...hope so..hehehehe

exam is finally ovvveeerrrrrr!!!!!!

at last....exam is over...omg i still cant believe it...

time goes so fast...now second sem is finally over...

after this...the new chapter begin...

hopefully...i will get a great results...3.5 obove baby...hehehe

pray for me....

last paper....woooaaaahhhhh!!!!!!

finally tomorrow is the last paper for this sem...

im so fuckin cant wait for tomorrow....

esok paper prinsip...hehehe...so hepi lorh..

hope paper sok senang....coz last paper kan...kene la bg yg senang skit

so tense right now...the more i think about tomorow, the more tense n nervous

i get....so i have to be relax...hehehe...

wish me luck....

at cc...tension!!!

third paper today....kt unitar...at cc..boringggg....sje lepaking...losing some tension...arggghhhh.....i hope kurikulum soklan die seng.....easy pissy lemon squezy....hopefully by 4.30 da kuar blik....tension kot dok lame2 kat dalm blik exam....tension nyeee....!!!!

kurikulum.....

so...another day begin...exam still alive and on...

tomorrow is the hardest paper....start at 3 pm...can you believe it...3 pm...

well whatever...so skang ngah bertungkus lumus giler...

blajar bagai giler...hehehe...hopefully

question die x susah sangat....jgn sampai die torturing me...

insyalah...by tomorrow everythings fine...

same thing....

today is the same boring day.....as usual got classes....

no wait...not exactly "classes"...EXAM for God sake....

i have interpersonal today...everything fine....im a bit relief...

but wait...im not gonna talk about exam...

i already talk about it....

boring....!!!!!

as usual always lepaking after exam....especially at giant...

lunch time....mak long's nasi campur is da best at giant...

love it...

gossiping....borak2 kosong like x de keje laen...

hehehe...dats wat we do...

owh yeah just now..

so weird..im kinda miss my adek sedare...

i dont no why....i just miss him so much...

anyway he is still a baby...n yes its a boy....

his name is AMAR...that's wat we all called...he's so damn cute....

isn't he cute....right??

i told papa....

pa..when we gonna pegi umh p. lan...eja rindu gler2 kt amar...huhuhu

then papa says...

ala...this weekend kite pegi la...

then i say....

omg..what...lame lg kot...i still have exam la...on saturday

plak tu....kejam!!!

then papa says....

ala...after exam la klu cm tu..

omg...lagi la lame....da x tahn rindu gler kt amar...y dont we go today jew...huhuhu

...then he says nothin coz he's too buzy with berita...never miss it...

hate it....huhuhu

i miss Amar...huhuhu..Amar cute gler2...hehehe

hehehe

finish one subject...another 3 more to go....hehehe...interpersonal today is so suck....sgt la sush...they torturing me...tense right now..helllooo...all the thing i could do now is just act normal as if it nothing happen....right now at the library....i thought nk study.....hehehe...but it turn out that im blogging now....what a waste of time right....watever...i need space right now....i need to release all the thing that had happen just now....let everything out....and just pray for Allah...alhamdulilah im fine now....

lunch time

after lunch...wau..a relief..papa cooks really great food today...my favourite.."ayam masak lemak cili padi"what along name..hehehe..but whatever it is so damn delicious..love it...tanx papa...i love all ur cooks...i also love mama's cooks...she love to cook too..but she kinda busy so she didnt actually have time to cook everyday...one thing i love the most is her "chicken rice"...she cooks the best chicken rice ever...no one cooks better than her....love u mama...wish she can cookher best chicken rice his weekend...hehehe

EXAM STILL ON...

today is the same old boring day...as usual i have to study for tomorrow test..and its the hardest subject...interpersononal communication...im not really good in this subject..its kinda hard too...i really hope i can do it tomorrow...all i need is a confidence in myself...and pray for ALLAH..coz He's the only who can actually help me now...

MY DREAM CAR

today is ENGLISH....

well i had a major big test today....and it was my favourite subject english...love it...i thought its gonna be so hard especially on essay....but it turn out to be simply easy....alhamdullilah i can do it really well...i hope i'll get an A+ for this subject....hope so...hehehe....

lady gaga....ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!

UNBELIEVABLE

ARE U SURE THIS IS LADY GAGA!!

exam....HATERS!!!!!

tense right now....exam week...the most frustrated week ever...i hardly hate this kinda week...its where everybody stay in the house, look at the book, searching note and study of course....i think the goverment is so not fair...why do people has to be test in such a way...tortured you know that..i hate exam...to much torturing, people get stress and intense...they dunno what they're doing...read book all the time...at the exam time all blank out...the question is over to the top...dnno what to answer...2 weeks off exam is way too much torturing...God help me..u know what this sem i wanna make a history off my own...i wanna get the highest GPA n CGPA...my target is 3.5..but if i dont get that target wish its not too low till 3.0 below...no way..damn thats is so low...3.20 is better n God Willing i will get this too....so now omkinda studying n on9-ning...hehehe..yes i know that is so damn wrong..i need to focus...but i need to relax like 5 second...and duh!! i know what im doing....so overall wish me luck baby....

xoxo
elsza_91

today...

alone....no hny...damn bored n nothing to do...we kinda plan to g0 karaoke with my friends faqih n yusri....yup, no hny...x de hny is boring....hehehe...taday i want to pay half of universti's fees...n next week is exam week....hard time...hope i'll pass n get 3.5 pointer this time....hopefully....n hopefully by today i'll get my exam slip...pray for muahhh...hehehe..

my dream car.....

my fuckin' dream car....
i will get it no matter what....
papa has to buy it for my b'day.....
hehehe........

unforgetable moment.....

all the fun stuff we all done together......never forget all that!!!!!luv u all...even tho i did wrong sometime....forgive me!!!

i need money........BAD LUCK

man....somebody help me pleeeesss.....god damn....yes..thats my problem...i dont have

money right now....first im not 18 yet....n i cant draft my own money k....i hate t...

second...i do need help from mama and she cant really fully help me...coz she outstation right now...so she's kinda busy right now...and it up to me now...i have to do it on my own....its fuckin tired right now....thirdly is my money is damn missing...I DONT KNOW WHERE THAT THING LAST MISSING....haterssss!!!!!wat an unlucky day today....

why do people do this stuff?.. why do they cheat?..why do they even bother to sleep with someone that is married?.. why dont they ever think?..im talking to much....

and when you get caught, do you tell the real tuth becoz ur afraid you might get hurt more.., or do u tell the truth becoz you are supposed too..? what makes you think he wont beat you even if you do tell the truth?...why did you even do this in the first place....? do people think anymore...?think about the consequences that is gonna happen after the problem....?

if u knew ur marriage was gonna be a problem since the first day he layed his hand on you, why didnt you walk out the door..? why didnt you tell him, get lost, i dont wanna ever be with you ever again.....why do you choose to accept apologise....and act as though nothing went wrong??

wanna talk bout my friends......

i do love my friends sometime....
but sometime i feel like im lovin myself....i've always kept asking "do my friends love me"?....
do they care about me...bout my feelings....
i wanna tell u about them personaly....what they like...how the act..especially how they treat me!!!!!

1. this is haney...i know her bout 2 years now...we live near to each other....her house just beside my house...even tho we were neighbors...we never know each other....then we've met at highschool...when i was just form 4...since that we've become bestfriends..."...she's nice to me...she also bought me everything...especially when it came to food..she love treat me with delicious food...but i dunno why..sometime i feel like it is not ebough....i dont need that..all i need is care, love from a good friends.....she's a talkative person...she also sometime love to showing off......show all the good stuff she has....but she's my friends...i cant say that....everybody love her...and when im with her, they not asking me...instead they asking her....about everything incluing bout what i know.....that she doesnt know.....she also sometime fight with me..and you know what she wanna win it....so i gave up and let her win....i dont want small thing destoy our friendship...love hny

second best friend of mine is yusry...i know him bout 5 month now....even tho we barely known each other but we really close....like we known each other like 5 years....i like yusri....we all called him yus.....everyone like to be friends with him...maybe bcozhe is so damn funny..he love making joke..making funny faces....and his humour brought light to us....but sometime....i realize joke is not the way.......too much joke can destroy people feelings...its not happen to me maybe to someone else.....i dont know.....maybe....but overall he is a really nice guys....unlike other guys i know.....they all rubbish....

3. third is nana....funny petite girls...i also know her bout 5 month at orientation day....frst time i met her...she is unny..she love to laugh....she is nice to me...always ask how am doing today......she n haney is the same...all they do is just gossip 24/7....and i never hear wat they talking bout..they would never let me hear it....its annoying..hehehe...hellloooo guys im not a rubbish...a human....so treat me like one.....but i know nana is a nice girl....she always help me alot in several things....thanks.....luv u too

4. fourth is.....is faqih...aka rudy...he is nice too...but i hate when hes start talking....all is rubbish..i dont understand a word he says.....he talk like an old people...lie my grandfather....rubbish....one thing i hate and scared is when he start talking about SEX.....we all hate it....and ewwwww...last couple days he talk sex about "threesomes"..OMFG...no one talk about that...ewwwww....thats all rubbish....on 1st sem..hes all this innocent nice guys...and now he's like different...he not like the old rudy....helllooo...wat r u doin with our old rudy...where is the old nice rudy.....pleeees u gotta change urself...i hope u change....hopefully

5. this is wan n jojo.....i barely know them...we're not really close at first ...till came in 2nd sem...we all really close..hangout together...but there is one thing i hate bout both off them...all they want to know is girls...and its me...i do everything to help them get to bout girls....im the one help them get the name of the girls....the numbers..and etc...it is annoying..wat do you think i am...a web for"jodoh"....i hate it...especially jojo....i hate it...... iknow its a joke.....but as i said too much joke can destroy people's feelings....but whatever it is they are my friends n i care for them...im sorry if i ever hurt ur feelings...luv u all

poems.....

hope.....

the war in the soil

the seeds are too young to fight

while the eyes breathe
the guilty still no remose

the cobwebs with knots

across the blades of harvest

improper dreams wrinkle the childhood

without any cries

and without any touch

the cradles are left behind

bleeding through

hopeless unconsciousness

it seems hat a rainbow gushes through me.

and rainbow-colored

i leak out onto the hope

a silhouette of the eyes

follow me

to the warmth of times

only the innocence

grows the conception

held in dust

the pain of wisdom

the trust is through hope.

inside each fragrant branch

the colors of love.......

haru haru......(day by day)

my poem

everytime you try to be an angel

that can bring me to heaven

give me life inside of this

change me, help me

from the world

from the universe

bcoz im different

they are different

we are different

not the same

day by day

help so i change

beautifully not the way

but honestly, it is the way

help me so i change

to someone better

i think i can

coz i believe

i can!

day by day

my birthday

my 18th birthday

cant wait for my birthday...hope everone remember my birthday....hehehe

24 november 1991/2009